Are you Him?

I just had a conversation with my friend Sima, he asked a question about the blog, that made me feel rather conceited. He wanted to know if my blog is personal. I struggle answering this question because if I say yes it is personal, then some one might ask why don't I just buy a journal and put my thoughts into words. If I say no it is not personal then someone else might ask, then why are you writing about yourself? Just to clear the confusion. The blog is not categorised, it is general, it is an extension of my existence and my surroundings. Thus, the following note is about me and my ideal boyfriend. Some of you know that I am a single at the moment. I put a lot of thought into this and decided that if I am to involve myself in an intimate relation, that lucky bugger would have to adhere to these standards. the said lucky bugger need not worry, because even though I am vain at times, I am no high maintanance diva or is it divo?

I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. you tell him things that you've never shared with another soul and he absorbs everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share your hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and many disapointments life has thrown at you. when something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell him about it, knowing he will share in your excitement. He will not be embarassed to cry with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never does he hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather he builds you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quite calmness when he is around. You can be yourself and not worry about what he will think of you because he loves you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid its like being a teen again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant, laughter seems a part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In his presence there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having him nearby. Things that never interested you before, become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.